t for the people you love, sort of attitude, to handle that bad answer if I say it. She waits while I ask Jesus does He really want me to say it and is this her answer as well as mine in that job, that is made for me and given to me by You, to make me get the skills to run a business better then it when I know how to do it right?

And He says yes it’s the answer for both of you, it’s the loving answer to that boss of yours. It’s the loving answer for Me to you because you have to trust Me to give you a better company to train in then this, and it’s the best for him because he has to lose his greatest possession he has ever had, and it’s best for her because unless she can lose him and make him weep, she will never own him and make him never do it again.

And before I told her I began to weep so very hard and I did not stop for one hour, and me and my friend both knew the answer and suddenly her losing that role in the film looked really easy to her in comparison to walking out on her husband, and not being in contact for as long as it takes until she hears that he is seeking healing in the right place for his problem, and he is not doing it to get her back, but could she please let her speak to him over the phone one time soon as he needs some advice and answers on something that only she knows.

And do you know what guys, that weeping for an hour, that me and my friend did that night until we could speak and dream of the future, if God made it all work for us like His Bible promises it might, His dream for us, not our dream that we want, this is the kind of weeping Jesus and God the Father of all created things, do quite often in heaven together.

So why would God be so sad?

And why is J

I know Jesus really well now, and sometimes I will be just sharing with a girl friend what I learned in a Scripture this week, and how what I learned is going to fix my problem with my boss, who is threatening to have me replaced if I don’t go out for dinner with him for a friendly "get to know each other real well" chat.

I’ll be half way though my story, and how wise Jesus was, when He said that passage of Scripture, and my friend will gently tell me to please stop now, as if I continue she is going to break down in tears and seeing that we are in a caf?, where she has a lot of good and friendly artistic working film people she does not want to weep like she will in this place.

She is not a afraid of weeping this lady, and she is not afraid of weeping in public, but the film she is going to star in that she knows will launch her into the public eye is just her dream role, and she has never ever been seen but anything as a happy laughing person around them, even though her life is hell at home. She does not want to cry to make people think she is entering a nervous breakdown and lose the role.

My friend is the most honest person I have ever met in my life. Billy Joel’s song “Honesty” is an exquisite song and a masterpiece on the word honesty, and in that song if you have heard it, is the reason I cling and cleave onto my friend, that has a very dark and ugly life in her past and a suffering life in the present, and she’ll tell anyone about her home life and all about the wonderful qualities of her husband if they ask about him, and won’t reveal to them that he continues to seduce women with his dazzling blue eyes and his raw male working class charm, and a wit that just makes you think for half an hour how he is so quick with being funny, and real wisdom that cannot be argued with if you really think for a week about what he said, and women like me that love that in a guy, well they just want to own him and they have no qualms that he tells them he is married, they say forget that, just give me one night with you and I’ll show you something that might interest you in seeing me a second time.

And I have to tell you my friend loves this husband of hers so deeply. She has it set it in her mind that she is going to reform him, and has been forgiving him and making wonderful sweet passionate healthy love with him as her hero, and great overcoming champion that he is. For four years she has been trying to teach him that his little seducing trick will bring him no lasting happiness because his wife loves him and will never leave him, even though she knows every Thursday night with the guys he is scoring women in the executive only bar where he drinks.

And for four years she has practiced forgiving and loving, just like God does with us. All our life every time we do something very bad that hurts another person, it is done in the hope that your guilt and shame will finally draw you to Him, as you search for someone that can fix you up. And yes, not known by most of us, only in the fairytale Bible, we search everywhere for happiness while we continue to hurt ourself and others by bad behavior, and carry around guilt for it that we just can’t let go of. Some bad things we do just keep coming back to us all the time in our memory, and they just say to us you are a jerk and you are never going to be any different.

So like her wanton husband we go and look for happiness, and a rush and joy, and orgasmic kind of experience in life, and sometimes that is a good thing that makes you happy and that’s good, but we all know the bad things that make us happy too and we just cannot seem to give them up. And all you ever hear from Born again Christians these days is that you are a sinner and you are going to hell unless you come to our church.

But God understands you. He really does. He searches for happiness also. He has some happy days in heaven, and some days you can’t approach God and Jesus and talk to them or sing to them, because they are in a room crying Their eyes out.

Do you know something that I know personally, because I have been to heaven five times that I will write about and be able to show you and tell you about? And so many times I have been there when I thought I was on earth and I can’t tell you what I saw in those times because I was walking on a street in my city really really sad, and then happy thoughts and dreams, or my future and past and things in the Bible start to appear in my mind for say twenty minutes or so until my sadness has left, and I so fully believe in my dream and my future, that my present pain does not compare with how happy I will be when that future is happening down on earth.

And I have been so hurt and had such a hard life with the last 16 years, only having one week when I enjoyed being on earth, and being told under no circumstances was I allowed to kill myself. Lets face it folks. Those 16 years of my life were not 16 years I would wish on any person in the world. Jesus only told me last year what these happy moments, of seeing my past and my future like a movie in my mind as I walked through a street in Sydney were, or in Brisbane or Coffs Harbour. My encounters were where my spirit inside of me was sitting in heaven and beaming down to my mind what it was seeing up there.

So let me get back to what I was saying. So we leave the caf? and an hour later we are at my place with 75% of the answer, and she asks the first question she wants to know to get her closer to 100% of the answer to her marriage, and she waits. And I know as soon as I tell her. her whole idea of God and love and loving, and all of that forgiveness is really good, but with her husband is doing him no good at all. And she needs to make him weep like a baby for a very long time until he is so sick of weeping he is prepared to change and address that pain in him that makes him such a loser. And I know she wants to answer but it is going to break her heart, because she is going to weep harder all that time then him, and will have to be in heaven half the time asking for God’s peace and joy because she was going to suffer if this whole plan did not work.

And how could a lady do a thing to the man she adores and really enjoys making love to in the knowledge of 100% maybe better looking, smarter, sexier, more alluring and more charming and oh so more wise. Then women could not steal him away from her no matter how many times they spent money on gifts and perfume and suits and concerts and you name it, whatever a lady feels like making her man happy with, and having wonderful sex with him, that would cause her to weep and him to weep for so long.

And she knows what she has to do. But she does not want that and she does not want me to tell her that is the thing she has to do, but she is man enough of a woman. What I mean is; die if you must but be strong and protect, and do the best for the people you love, sort of attitude, to handle that bad answer if I say it. She waits while I ask Jesus does He really want me to say it and is this her answer as well as mine in that job, that is made for me and given to me by You, to make me get the skills to run a business better then it when I know how to do it right?

And He says yes it’s the answer for both of you, it’s the loving answer to that boss of yours. It’s the loving answer for Me to you because you have to trust Me to give you a better company to train in then this, and it’s the best for him because he has to lose his greatest possession he has ever had, and it’s best for her because unless she can lose him and make him weep, she will never own him and make him never do it again.

And before I told her I began to weep so very hard and I did not stop for one hour, and me and my friend both knew the answer and suddenly her losing that role in the film looked really easy to her in comparison to walking out on her husband, and not being in contact for as long as it takes until she hears that he is seeking healing in the right place for his problem, and he is not doing it to get her back, but could she please let her speak to him over the phone one time soon as he needs some advice and answers on something that only she knows.

And do you know what guys, that weeping for an hour, that me and my friend did that night until we could speak and dream of the future, if God made it all work for us like His Bible promises it might, His dream for us, not our dream that we want, this is the kind of weeping Jesus and God the Father of all created things, do quite often in heaven together.

So why would God be so sad?

And why is Je

n hour how he is so quick with being funny, and real wisdom that cannot be argued with if you really think for a week about what he said, and women like me that love that in a guy, well they just want to own him and they have no qualms that he tells them he is married, they say forget that, just give me one night with you and I’ll show you something that might interest you in seeing me a second time.

And I have to tell you my friend loves this husband of hers so deeply. She has it set it in her mind that she is going to reform him, and has been forgiving him and making wonderful sweet passionate healthy love with him as her hero, and great overcoming champion that he is. For four years she has been trying to teach him that his little seducing trick will bring him no lasting happiness because his wife loves him and will never leave him, even though she knows every Thursday night with the guys he is scoring women in the executive only bar where he drinks.

And for four years she has practiced forgiving and loving, just like God does with us. All our life every time we do something very bad that hurts another person, it is done in the hope that your guilt and shame will finally draw you to Him, as you search for someone that can fix you up. And yes, not known by most of us, only in the fairytale Bible, we search everywhere for happiness while we continue to hurt ourself and others by bad behavior, and carry around guilt for it that we just can’t let go of. Some bad things we do just keep coming back to us all the time in our memory, and they just say to us you are a jerk and you are never going to be any different.

So like her wanton husband we go and look for happiness, and a rush and joy, and orgasmic kind of experience in life, and sometimes that is a good thing that makes you happy and that’s good, but we all know the bad things that make us happy too and we just cannot seem to give them up. And all you ever hear from Born again Christians these days is that you are a sinner and you are going to hell unless you come to our church.

But God understands you. He really does. He searches for happiness also. He has some happy days in heaven, and some days you can’t approach God and Jesus and talk to them or sing to them, because they are in a room crying Their eyes out.

Do you know something that I know personally, because I have been to heaven five times that I will write about and be able to show you and tell you about? And so many times I have been there when I thought I was on earth and I can’t tell you what I saw in those times because I was walking on a street in my city really really sad, and then happy thoughts and dreams, or my future and past and things in the Bible start to appear in my mind for say twenty minutes or so until my sadness has left, and I so fully believe in my dream and my future, that my present pain does not compare with how happy I will be when that future is happening down on earth.

And I have been so hurt and had such a hard life with the last 16 years, only having one week when I enjoyed being on earth, and being told under no circumstances was I allowed to kill myself. Lets face it folks. Those 16 years of my life were not 16 years I would wish on any person in the world. Jesus only told me last year what these happy moments, of seeing my past and my future like a movie in my mind as I walked through a street in Sydney were, or in Brisbane or Coffs Harbour. My encounters were where my spirit inside of me was sitting in heaven and beaming down to my mind what it was seeing up there.

So let me get back to what I was saying. So we leave the caf? and an hour later we are at my place with 75% of the answer, and she asks the first question she wants to know to get her closer to 100% of the answer to her marriage, and she waits. And I know as soon as I tell her. her whole idea of God and love and loving, and all of that forgiveness is really good, but with her husband is doing him no good at all. And she needs to make him weep like a baby for a very long time until he is so sick of weeping he is prepared to change and address that pain in him that makes him such a loser. And I know she wants to answer but it is going to break her heart, because she is going to weep harder all that time then him, and will have to be in heaven half the time asking for God’s peace and joy because she was going to suffer if this whole plan did not work.

And how could a lady do a thing to the man she adores and really enjoys making love to in the knowledge of 100% maybe better looking, smarter, sexier, more alluring and more charming and oh so more wise. Then women could not steal him away from her no matter how many times they spent money on gifts and perfume and suits and concerts and you name it, whatever a lady feels like making her man happy with, and having wonderful sex with him, that would cause her to weep and him to weep for so long.

And she knows what she has to do. But she does not want that and she does not want me to tell her that is the thing she has to do, but she is man enough of a woman. What I mean is; die if you must but be strong and protect, and do the best for the people you love, sort of attitude, to handle that bad answer if I say it. She waits while I ask Jesus does He really want me to say it and is this her answer as well as mine in that job, that is made for me and given to me by You, to make me get the skills to run a business better then it when I know how to do it right?

And He says yes it’s the answer for both of you, it’s the loving answer to that boss of yours. It’s the loving answer for Me to you because you have to trust Me to give you a better company to train in then this, and it’s the best for him because he has to lose his greatest possession he has ever had, and it’s best for her because unless she can lose him and make him weep, she will never own him and make him never do it again.

And before I told her I began to weep so very hard and I did not stop for one hour, and me and my friend both knew the answer and suddenly her losing that role in the film looked really easy to her in comparison to walking out on her husband, and not being in contact for as long as it takes until she hears that he is seeking healing in the right place for his problem, and he is not doing it to get her back, but could she please let her speak to him over the phone one time soon as he needs some advice and answers on something that only she knows.

And do you know what guys, that weeping for an hour, that me and my friend did that night until we could speak and dream of the future, if God made it all work for us like His Bible promises it might, His dream for us, not our dream that we want, this is the kind of weeping Jesus and God the Father of all created things, do quite often in heaven together.

So why would God be so sad?

And why is J

smic kind of experience in life, and sometimes that is a good thing that makes you happy and that’s good, but we all know the bad things that make us happy too and we just cannot seem to give them up. And all you ever hear from Born again Christians these days is that you are a sinner and you are going to hell unless you come to our church.

But God understands you. He really does. He searches for happiness also. He has some happy days in heaven, and some days you can’t approach God and Jesus and talk to them or sing to them, because they are in a room crying Their eyes out.

Do you know something that I know personally, because I have been to heaven five times that I will write about and be able to show you and tell you about? And so many times I have been there when I thought I was on earth and I can’t tell you what I saw in those times because I was walking on a street in my city really really sad, and then happy thoughts and dreams, or my future and past and things in the Bible start to appear in my mind for say twenty minutes or so until my sadness has left, and I so fully believe in my dream and my future, that my present pain does not compare with how happy I will be when that future is happening down on earth.

And I have been so hurt and had such a hard life with the last 16 years, only having one week when I enjoyed being on earth, and being told under no circumstances was I allowed to kill myself. Lets face it folks. Those 16 years of my life were not 16 years I would wish on any person in the world. Jesus only told me last year what these happy moments, of seeing my past and my future like a movie in my mind as I walked through a street in Sydney were, or in Brisbane or Coffs Harbour. My encounters were where my spirit inside of me was sitting in heaven and beaming down to my mind what it was seeing up there.

So let me get back to what I was saying. So we leave the caf? and an hour later we are at my place with 75% of the answer, and she asks the first question she wants to know to get her closer to 100% of the answer to her marriage, and she waits. And I know as soon as I tell her. her whole idea of God and love and loving, and all of that forgiveness is really good, but with her husband is doing him no good at all. And she needs to make him weep like a baby for a very long time until he is so sick of weeping he is prepared to change and address that pain in him that makes him such a loser. And I know she wants to answer but it is going to break her heart, because she is going to weep harder all that time then him, and will have to be in heaven half the time asking for God’s peace and joy because she was going to suffer if this whole plan did not work.

And how could a lady do a thing to the man she adores and really enjoys making love to in the knowledge of 100% maybe better looking, smarter, sexier, more alluring and more charming and oh so more wise. Then women could not steal him away from her no matter how many times they spent money on gifts and perfume and suits and concerts and you name it, whatever a lady feels like making her man happy with, and having wonderful sex with him, that would cause her to weep and him to weep for so long.

And she knows what she has to do. But she does not want that and she does not want me to tell her that is the thing she has to do, but she is man enough of a woman. What I mean is; die if you must but be strong and protect, and do the best for the people you love, sort of attitude, to handle that bad answer if I say it. She waits while I ask Jesus does He really want me to say it and is this her answer as well as mine in that job, that is made for me and given to me by You, to make me get the skills to run a business better then it when I know how to do it right?

And He says yes it’s the answer for both of you, it’s the loving answer to that boss of yours. It’s the loving answer for Me to you because you have to trust Me to give you a better company to train in then this, and it’s the best for him because he has to lose his greatest possession he has ever had, and it’s best for her because unless she can lose him and make him weep, she will never own him and make him never do it again.

And before I told her I began to weep so very hard and I did not stop for one hour, and me and my friend both knew the answer and suddenly her losing that role in the film looked really easy to her in comparison to walking out on her husband, and not being in contact for as long as it takes until she hears that he is seeking healing in the right place for his problem, and he is not doing it to get her back, but could she please let her speak to him over the phone one time soon as he needs some advice and answers on something that only she knows.

And do you know what guys, that weeping for an hour, that me and my friend did that night until we could speak and dream of the future, if God made it all work for us like His Bible promises it might, His dream for us, not our dream that we want, this is the kind of weeping Jesus and God the Father of all created things, do quite often in heaven together.

So why would God be so sad?

And why is J

y encounters were where my spirit inside of me was sitting in heaven and beaming down to my mind what it was seeing up there.

So let me get back to what I was saying. So we leave the caf? and an hour later we are at my place with 75% of the answer, and she asks the first question she wants to know to get her closer to 100% of the answer to her marriage, and she waits. And I know as soon as I tell her. her whole idea of God and love and loving, and all of that forgiveness is really good, but with her husband is doing him no good at all. And she needs to make him weep like a baby for a very long time until he is so sick of weeping he is prepared to change and address that pain in him that makes him such a loser. And I know she wants to answer but it is going to break her heart, because she is going to weep harder all that time then him, and will have to be in heaven half the time asking for God’s peace and joy because she was going to suffer if this whole plan did not work.

And how could a lady do a thing to the man she adores and really enjoys making love to in the knowledge of 100% maybe better looking, smarter, sexier, more alluring and more charming and oh so more wise. Then women could not steal him away from her no matter how many times they spent money on gifts and perfume and suits and concerts and you name it, whatever a lady feels like making her man happy with, and having wonderful sex with him, that would cause her to weep and him to weep for so long.

And she knows what she has to do. But she does not want that and she does not want me to tell her that is the thing she has to do, but she is man enough of a woman. What I mean is; die if you must but be strong and protect, and do the best for the people you love, sort of attitude, to handle that bad answer if I say it. She waits while I ask Jesus does He really want me to say it and is this her answer as well as mine in that job, that is made for me and given to me by You, to make me get the skills to run a business better then it when I know how to do it right?

And He says yes it’s the answer for both of you, it’s the loving answer to that boss of yours. It’s the loving answer for Me to you because you have to trust Me to give you a better company to train in then this, and it’s the best for him because he has to lose his greatest possession he has ever had, and it’s best for her because unless she can lose him and make him weep, she will never own him and make him never do it again.

And before I told her I began to weep so very hard and I did not stop for one hour, and me and my friend both knew the answer and suddenly her losing that role in the film looked really easy to her in comparison to walking out on her husband, and not being in contact for as long as it takes until she hears that he is seeking healing in the right place for his problem, and he is not doing it to get her back, but could she please let her speak to him over the phone one time soon as he needs some advice and answers on something that only she knows.

And do you know what guys, that weeping for an hour, that me and my friend did that night until we could speak and dream of the future, if God made it all work for us like His Bible promises it might, His dream for us, not our dream that we want, this is the kind of weeping Jesus and God the Father of all created things, do quite often in heaven together.

So why would God be so sad?

And why is J

t for the people you love, sort of attitude, to handle that bad answer if I say it. She waits while I ask Jesus does He really want me to say it and is this her answer as well as mine in that job, that is made for me and given to me by You, to make me get the skills to run a business better then it when I know how to do it right?

And He says yes it’s the answer for both of you, it’s the loving answer to that boss of yours. It’s the loving answer for Me to you because you have to trust Me to give you a better company to train in then this, and it’s the best for him because he has to lose his greatest possession he has ever had, and it’s best for her because unless she can lose him and make him weep, she will never own him and make him never do it again.

And before I told her I began to weep so very hard and I did not stop for one hour, and me and my friend both knew the answer and suddenly her losing that role in the film looked really easy to her in comparison to walking out on her husband, and not being in contact for as long as it takes until she hears that he is seeking healing in the right place for his problem, and he is not doing it to get her back, but could she please let her speak to him over the phone one time soon as he needs some advice and answers on something that only she knows.

And do you know what guys, that weeping for an hour, that me and my friend did that night until we could speak and dream of the future, if God made it all work for us like His Bible promises it might, His dream for us, not our dream that we want, this is the kind of weeping Jesus and God the Father of all created things, do quite often in heaven together.

So why would God be so sad?

And why is Jesus so sad?

And what do they lose that they love so much, that makes them weep so much that these so called GODS more powerful then a mortal cannot handle in their awesome Power?

Well let me give you a list of things that hurt them.

And then when the pain is just too much and they can’t be happy and joyful for heaven anymore until they purge the pain, they go and become cry babies and cry it all out.

Men don’t cry is garbage. Give me a man that can sing a song to an audience, that he knows will make him cry at some point in the song, and I will show you what a superstar is!

So what would make God cry?

When a little baby fresh from a mothers womb appears on His lap and He has to hug that baby so tight because he was only sixty days old in the mother when she aborted him but he arrived as a fresh little baby, with no mother and father in heaven, knowing full well mum did not like him and didn’t want him. How do you teach that little aborted boy about love when all he knows is rejection, and he has not mother and father and his only memory is that his mother wanted to kill him?

That makes God sad for the mother that felt she had to do it, and He has a lot of hard work trying to woe that lady to Him in years in her future.

And it makes Him sad for a little baby with no breast to suckle on and no living mother to nurture him into a life in heaven when he should have had a life on earth, if it were not for man’s wicked abortion laws that sanction this genocide, which is nothing short of population control, because man in his limited thinking can’t see the earth sustaining the population it would have in a 100 years if life continues to come into being as it is supposed to.

Don’t worry if you aborted a child. God is not angry at you. You had a lot of pressure on you and that baby was going to hurt your life and you submitted and did what the world says is just a procedure.

You’ll be happy to know that on one of my visits to heaven I met a whole lot of children and they were in a park four times the size of a football field, and there were no adults in sight save me, which made me get a lot of attention when I got there, and God showed me these were His happy and healed contented little aborted ones.

And do you know what? They have 17 to 26 year old fathers in heaven and many young women as mothers.

The women are just girls who died young. Billy Joel sang a song with a line in it that said only the good die young, and the Bible has a verse in it where it says don’t you know I bring My righteous home early? Righteousness is a person making God smile all the time and not cry a lot.

Why 17 to 16 year old males?

Car crashes and suicides.

Only the very best young adults that die young foster father these abortions. And only the best young women.

And some of these parents are quite ugly, if that is a word you use about any human being created, on face value when you are looking at looks and beauty in flesh.

Number 2: God weeps every time the USA goes to war on another country. He really wishes the USA would start a war with North Korea and have an all out nuclear war, but George Bush is a stand over guy who picks on weak nations, who have no chance of beating him and has no thought in his mind at all of controlling terror.

Number 3: Divorce without a real try to reconcile between parties.

Let me pray

Father bless the readers. May there be healing in my words and may these words bring much comfort for women and for men who read it. May you bless everyone and keep them safe who read this and may You convict and heal the broken men who feel the need to play around.

In Jesus name

Amen